Many of the participants expressed feelings of shame, both in being white-washed and in being seen as a stereotype of their cultural background. One of the central tensions shared by several participants was the feeling of being torn between their their native heritage and an expectation of assimilation to white America. This tension was deeply colored by the relationship with their race. Different cultural markers distinguished and often marginalized them as exotic, primitive, or even childlike within the dominantly white communities in which the participants sought to belong.